deadass just playing in my face 6/29

when ur boyfriend lowkey ignores you but its okay because my best friend sends me funny gifs 🥹🥹 im about to end my shit clean bru we havent talked in basically 2 fucking days and i see him online fml why do i do this to myself. i love him but i think hes getting annoyed because im clingy is it over? yes 🥹 #edgy ok but seriously idk why im like this im like 5% sure he still loves me, 5% is STILL enough trust me bros! Why do i keep getting into relationships 🧐🧐 and honestly im not even hopping from guy to guy, ive been inlove with him for 3 years and ive been on and off because of this reason. okay maybe theres a 10% chance he loves me? haha those who know. by the 3rd hour im left of delivered im actually going to kill myself, legit what do i do to distract myself when i have no razors, no alcohol, no tv 😢😢 fuh